@ This is a DS Subtitles file @ Creator: Belle Nuit Subtitler 2.1.1 @ Date: 22.12.22 @ Header Arial 55 0 24 center on 100 100 100 100 0 on 0 0 0 0 0.5 0 2 off @ Subtitles 10:00:00:00 10:00:04:20 TRIGGERWARNING: The following film contains depictions of self harm. 10:00:21:06 10:00:26:21 LINECROSSER 10:01:04:02 10:01:04:20 Zarah. 10:01:06:06 10:01:07:11 How's your day going? 10:01:07:17 10:01:10:10 Listen, the old graphic's department, 10:01:10:12 10:01:12:09 the door won't shut anymore. Nothing wild though. 10:01:12:16 10:01:14:09 Just leave it open. 10:01:14:14 10:01:17:15 Ah well, and you know the dismantling guys, they'll be gone in a minute too. 10:01:18:06 10:01:18:15 Well. 10:01:19:14 10:01:20:04 Oh wait! 10:01:20:17 10:01:24:09 Tomorrow's pub quiz time! I know it's your day off! 10:01:25:08 10:01:28:14 Think about it, it's going to be fun. 10:01:29:02 10:01:29:22 Gotta go. 10:04:47:01 10:04:53:12 [voices] 10:04:53:16 10:04:57:03 Can you let me know roughly how long you have been sitting here? 10:05:17:10 10:05:19:12 Is someone waiting for you at home? 10:08:54:24 10:08:58:08 [voices] 10:08:58:20 10:09:00:21 Zahra! You're back! 10:09:05:23 10:09:07:19 Hey kiddo, these things happen. 10:09:07:24 10:09:11:09 I once had a guy jump from a bridge, right in front of me. 10:09:16:09 10:09:18:09 But life goes on! 10:09:18:24 10:09:20:17 At least for us! 10:09:20:20 10:09:22:10 Have a good one, Hans. 10:09:22:24 10:09:26:08 Happy that we will be doing the rounds together? 10:09:26:10 10:09:27:23 - How are you? - Somewhat tired. 10:09:28:00 10:09:29:07 - You look like it. 10:09:29:10 10:09:33:23 -and now I'm trying... umm... now I'm trying- 10:09:34:03 10:09:38:06 -always "she's crazy like a"... Boney M, you know... Whoopsie! 10:09:38:14 10:09:41:17 Back then I've only worn high heels. Hello shortened tendons! 10:09:41:21 10:09:43:22 And now my feet hurt, when I walk too much. 10:09:43:24 10:09:46:15 Now I only wear padded shoes. 10:09:47:02 10:09:50:10 [distant talking] 10:10:07:17 10:10:09:04 I'm gonna use the bathroom. 10:11:08:01 10:11:08:22 Well. 10:11:10:08 10:11:12:03 If you don't feel like talking 10:11:13:11 10:11:15:09 perhaps you can write something down for me? 10:12:59:10 10:13:00:24 So, this is it. 10:13:01:15 10:13:03:09 The attic has just been made available to let. 10:13:09:00 10:13:10:03 Feel free to look around. 10:14:50:16 10:14:52:17 So, you didn't bring me anything today? 10:14:57:09 10:14:58:14 You know... 10:15:00:06 10:15:02:13 that if you don't accept this therapy, 10:15:03:15 10:15:06:06 you won't be able to go back to work. 10:15:09:00 10:15:11:01 I just haven't been sleeping well lately. 10:15:12:04 10:15:13:20 I don't know... 10:15:13:23 10:15:16:02 perhaps you could give me something to help me sleep? 10:15:17:16 10:15:20:01 I'm booking you in for some more appointments. 10:15:21:04 10:15:23:07 And please. 10:15:23:13 10:15:26:10 Please try to write something down for next time. 10:16:23:07 10:16:26:20 - Phew... - Phew indeed. 10:16:28:08 10:16:30:04 This does nothing to me. 10:16:31:08 10:16:33:10 Really? I think it's super intense. 10:17:08:04 10:17:09:11 I'm alright. 10:17:09:13 10:17:11:14 Last week I almost made it. 10:17:12:15 10:17:15:24 But then this song "Total Eclipse of the Heart" came to my head. 10:17:16:05 10:17:17:07 Super dramatic. 10:17:19:09 10:17:21:12 At the exact moment when I felt like... 10:17:22:20 10:17:26:05 ...the blood in my neck stopped flowing. 10:17:26:12 10:17:28:05 That everything in my torso froze. 10:17:28:09 10:17:30:01 That my body started feeling warmer and warmer 10:17:30:03 10:17:32:19 but my head felt like it was in the middle of the deepest winter. 10:17:34:05 10:17:35:05 And there she was. 10:17:35:22 10:17:36:22 Bonnie Tyler. 10:17:40:14 10:17:42:00 She started to sing. 10:17:42:14 10:17:44:09 Reverberating inside my head like a philharmonic orchestra. 10:17:44:12 10:17:47:09 Performing again for the first time, all dressed up in glitz and glamour. 10:17:47:17 10:17:49:23 My body couldn't help but pull back. 10:17:51:15 10:17:53:19 The moment when my blood came back 10:17:53:21 10:17:55:09 was the best thing I have felt in my entire life. 10:17:57:06 10:18:01:02 My heart was a beating drum, my breathing was the string section for Bonnie. 10:18:01:11 10:18:02:11 I'm alright. 10:18:06:00 10:18:10:08 Well... how about we take a short break? 10:18:27:04 10:18:28:02 Can I get you anything else? 10:18:31:24 10:18:34:11 Was this his signature drink? 10:18:41:22 10:18:45:10 Oh. Are you one of Adri's friends? 10:18:48:19 10:18:51:03 I feel like I haven't seen you before? 10:18:51:18 10:18:53:04 I haven't been here very often. 10:18:55:21 10:18:57:16 Umm... I'll be back in a minute. 10:19:35:11 10:19:38:04 - You are? - Zahra. 10:19:38:16 10:19:39:09 Zoé. 10:19:42:09 10:19:46:06 It's crazy, how people praise you on a funeral, ain't it? 10:19:47:01 10:19:49:11 I mean, what do you want to hear? 10:19:50:07 10:19:52:00 He was a real asshole? 10:19:52:23 10:19:56:22 Of course not. But... it just feels so wrong. 10:19:57:18 10:19:59:16 I mean... he wasn't perfect. 10:19:59:18 10:20:01:05 He really wasn't. 10:20:01:17 10:20:03:10 What he did to... 10:20:04:14 10:20:05:19 Excuse me. 10:20:14:13 10:20:15:15 Hey wait! 10:20:15:17 10:20:17:10 Wait a minute, please! 10:20:20:14 10:20:21:12 Oh my. 10:20:23:07 10:20:25:09 I thought I was going nuts, when you were talking. 10:20:26:07 10:20:28:11 The Bonnie Tyler thing. 10:20:31:12 10:20:32:23 Hey... sorry... 10:20:34:09 10:20:35:10 I'm Isa. 10:20:36:21 10:20:37:20 Zahra. 10:20:41:16 10:20:42:12 Zarah? 10:20:47:01 10:20:48:18 Well, he never talked about you. 10:20:50:10 10:20:52:15 But you must have known him pretty well I guess. 10:20:57:13 10:20:58:05 Fuck. 10:20:59:11 10:21:01:14 Aren't you fucking furious? 10:21:02:13 10:21:07:24 I mean, I didn't want to, but I'm so angry I just can' help it. 10:21:08:11 10:21:11:10 I hate him, I hate him so much for being so fucking selfish! 10:21:12:10 10:21:14:01 - It just wasn't- - Yeah, but it happened. 10:24:51:06 10:24:56:09 LINECROSSER